Once a young kid went to his master and told about the duality mindset he was having. At one point he felt joyful about the uncertain yet powerful future from studies, yet he was reluctant to leave the shore of comfort.
The master’s advise was like the brick on the glass: The one which you feed the most, WILL WIN.
You might be going through a lot of ups and downs right now. Like we all remember anniversaries of something good that happened, anniversary of the not-so-good things are also there.
Decide now which one are you going to feed.